I had a dream last night that I was pregnant. Wishful thinking, I guess. This cycle is all off anyway...when I got sick with that terrible stomach flu, it came about a week late. Now my moon cycle is not coinciding with my biological cycle, and everything is just whack. Oh, well. Maybe it will get back in synch on its own. Speaking of pregnancy, Trav talked to Scott yesterday. Donna and the baby are doing well, and she's showing! Baby bellies are so awesome, especially when it's your own! I remember how I felt when I woke up one morning and suddenly I had a little bump. Then the bump grew and grew, and people started noticing that you're pregnant, and you had to start wearing maternity clothes because nothing else would fit. I love it! And I'll bet Donna is the cutest little momma in the world!
I want to grow a patio garden. Some herbs, some veggies, and some flowers. I've been looking into the best ways to do it. I wonder if we should wait until we settle in somewhere long-term? Well, planting season is pretty much here, although I suppose I could start a little bit late. I also want a worm farm after we settle in somewhere, for composting and castings for my plants.
Are some people just more balanced than others? Why do I almost constantly feel like I'm having a hard time balancing my life? Is it because I'm a multi-purpose mom? I just feel like I'm falling a bit short in the wife and mom department from time to time, because of work and all. Surely there's a way to make it work. And throwing in school in a few months (hopefully), how is it all going to work? I know it CAN work, I just don't see it. Trav is taking on more and more in the cooking and cleaning department, which makes things considerably easier. That's how it will work. We will work together, as we always do.
The Mac is good! I'm still figuring it all out, but I'm comfortable on the internet now, anyway. I was using the PC for mostly everything up till a couple of days ago.
We're watching Matthew today. A nurse that I work with was having a hard time finding childcare for her 4-year-old on weekends, so I figured a little "mad money" for Trav and a friend for Deklan would be good. It's working out well so far, and it's a load off for Maria, so it's all good.